That’s Not For Me… I Choose

That’s not for me! I choose…

To follow my own intuition
My Divine inner-knowing
Switching off mainstream media
Fearful propaganda’s all they’re showing

That’s not for me! I choose…

To see the funny side
Of their rules of confusion
An open mind can see
It’s all an illusion

That’s not for me! I choose…

To use basic hygiene
Living a life of health and joy
Knowing I need some microbes
For my immune system to employ

That’s not for me! I choose…

Fresh clean air
Intoxicating, giving life
Deeply I inhale
And let go of all this strife

That’s not for me! I choose…

No separation from family
Or friends new and old
Hugging, kissing, togetherness
Ever warmth, never cold

That’s not for me! I choose…

Freedom from tyranny
I will not acquiesce
I Am a Sovereign Being
From this chaos I digress

That’s not for me! I choose…

Not to take part
In any manipulation
Truth reigns supreme
And is my Salvation

That’s not for me! I choose…

To use my integrity
And conscious intellect
My Divine intuition
Is the guidance I select

That’s not for me! I choose…

My innate power
My immunity, strong and intense
With thanks I acknowledge
I need no other defense

That’s not for me! I choose…

Control over all of my life
Mind, body and Soul
I choose to be free
No matter others goal

That’s not for me! I choose…
The old roots embedded in Earth
Are being pulled, clearing the way
Many races, all brothers and sisters
We are all ONE echoes today

That’s not for me! I choose…

To use my discernment
Is this truth or more conjured duality
I see through the Eyes of Source
And envision a Higher reality

That’s not for me! I choose…

A Higher Vibrational Earth
Peace, Love, Compassion, Light
In Unity Consciousness
Together we’ll do what is right

Trina Graves – 18th August 2020

About This Poem

I keep a notebook to jot down any titles and/or themes for poems to write. Sometimes it’s a quote I come across, but more often it’s a thought that comes at different times, often upon waking. This title I noted last year and I thought – when I got the urge to write it – it would be about some common negative aspects of everyday life and affirming to choose a Higher Perspective.

Wanting to write another 2020 relevant poem on 18th August, I read through my many ideas and this one truly stood out to be the one. There was no shortage of ‘aspects’ to use, and even now (a month and a half later) I could add more, as in the UK we have been given ridiculous rules such as no more than 6 people being together, indoors or out! I’m also aware that there will no doubt be more to come worldwide as we are now in the last quarter of this crazy year!

Apart from the fact that the very greatest majority of what we are told does not make any sense, there is such an abundance of evidence available (for anyone who takes the time to look) to show that this condition that has caused worldwide lockdowns and the stripping away of our freedoms is a complete lie.

However, I do believe it is a smokescreen to cover a global cleanup that will eventually become known to all people and take us to a New Earth of Love, Light, Peace, Compassion and tremendous Joy.


That's Not For Me! I Choose - inspirational poem about control during 2020 plandemic, by Trina Graves - Spiritual Quotes To Live By
Be Love, Seek Joy - Trina Graves quote - Spiritual Quotes To Live By

2020: Apex Of Duality

Right now keeping positive, as much as possible, is a priority for everyone. Being stressed suppresses the immune system, and with the revelations that are now coming forth it will be very easy to caught up in the high drama of it all. With this in mind, I have compiled a page of links to my poems that are relevant at this time:

About the pandemic
Affirmations to keep focused on God within
LightWorker poems
Wisdom for 2020
Sympathy poems for comfort 

There is also a slideshow of some of the poems with quotes from others too.

Two Sides To Every Story

There are always at root
Two sides to every story
Deceit, manipulation, lies
Simple truth in all its glory

It is often difficult to tell
Which side is being true
Common sense, critical thinking
Can lead to many a clue

Listening with understanding
To both sides of a debate
Is the only way to consider
Who’s truth you choose to rate

We know of times in history
Of people not questioning, in fear
Atrocities were carried out
Dictators instructions so clear

But in our ‘civilized society’
We believe we’d notice any wrongs
No way would it happen to us
To ‘Conspiracy Theory’ this belongs

However, in this year 2020
We are experiencing a chance
To shuffle along in the old line
Or step into the greatest dance

Governments and media tell a story
Of the pandemic of death worldwide
Complying to their many rules
In fear we acquiesce inside

The other side of this story
Too many people, know not
Unless they make the effort
One side is all they’ve got

Hundreds of scientists and doctors
Speak out, they do not agree
Giving all their evidence
On mainstream you will not see

Protests to lockdown worldwide
Little shown, ridiculed in the news
Empty hospitals, dancing nurses
Giving an abundance of clues

Doctors and nurses speaking out
Of the experiences they’ve lived
Each day more people are dying
But not of the virus called Covid

Evidence from different professions
All confirm this alternative narrative
Statistics manipulated, nonsense
Follow the money, one advice they give

Millions are Waking Up now
Growing stronger in passing weeks
No longer following the narrative
Into mainstream it now seeps

So Conspiracy Theories mainstream say
Will no longer be tolerated
Anyone not agreeing with their side
Will be silenced, evidence deleted

Mainstream only advise of those
Who for years have been known
To be an alternative thinker
Who’s followers have now grown

But it’s not just those they mention
Who are being deleted everywhere
Even doctors giving hope to people
With the simple truths they share

From Facebook, Google, YouTube, Twitter
Daily now words and videos disappear
Censorship to halt all free speech
Unless the controllers want you to hear

We are living in a ‘Twilight Zone’
Unprecedented throughout history
Now is the time and the hour
To choose your own future story

But how can you make a free choice
If one side is all you are given
Time is limited so please go and seek
What future world do you want to live in?

Trina Graves – 8th May 2020

About This Poem

This pandemic or plandemic (depending on which side of the story you align with) is our greatest ever worldwide experience of change. We will never go back to how things were before this began, this is the giant leap forward to our future. However, as we live in a world of duality (good/evil, male/female, young/old, right/wrong, left/right, up/down, ‘Two Sides To Every Story’ etc..) our future has a totally different outlook depending on which direction we/the ordinary people/the 99% choose to accept and follow.

I totally believe that we have reached enough in number to already be aligned with the positive direction, and are experiencing the changeover to the New Earth of Love, Light & Peace. However, how fast we get through this change depends on how soon those who are not aware of the other side of the story – that has been playing out and dominating all through our lives – can open up to perceive the hidden agenda that has underpinned all major institutions and corporations worldwide.

Also, depending on their depth of ‘sleep’ there may be some Souls who choose to follow the lower vibrational agenda and be willing participants to allow artificial intelligence into their physical body to become a hybrid-human. As this is a world of free choice, they have the right to choose their own destiny. It may also take the evidence of this actually happening for others to Wake Up!  If so, how the two parts will exist has different theories, and only time will tell. 

Both Sides Have The Same Aim: To UNITE The World

The New World Order
Absolute complete and total control of the 99% by the 1%. (the 99% being greatly reduced in number – killed)

The New Earth
The 99% claiming their Sovereignity and starting their own individual path to living from their Higher Self, Uniting with all to bring Peace on Earth. (or as many of the 99% who choose to)

Pandemic or PLANdemic?

As the vast amounts of population worldwide have been manipulated to stay at home, it has backfired on the elite’s plan as it has enabled many hundreds of thousands to begin the Awakening process. As the absolute farce becomes even more evident in it’s absurdity, even those who have always followed the mainstream are beginning to question and not be so caught up in the lies, manipulation and mis-direction tactics the worldwide governments and mainstream medias have always used. A far greater majority of the ordinary people are finally beginning to THINK FOR THEMSELVES.

My Moving From Love & Light
To Delving Into The Fear & Dark

Until mid 2018 all of my poems were focused on positivity. I might of mentioned ‘troubles’ or ‘strife’ being a part of life, but this would be very brief as I knew of The Law Of Attraction, so I was very aware that it is very important to put your attention on what you want to create. I thought I would never write anything that focused on negative aspects.

In July 2018 I wrote I Am Not What Happened To Me, I Am What I Choose To Become,’ which did have a lot more of the problems of life in it. As I wrote it I kept feeling it was getting too negative so I was very unsure about adding it to my blog, and wondered if I should even keep it!  However, a wonderful synchronicity happened that showed me it was to be used. (check out the poem to read what happened)

The next two poems I wrote (in August 2018) What Would Love Do Now and ‘Speak Your Truth‘ have much more relevance to me NOW than they did when I wrote them, as these are why I now share what I do.

In September 2018 I wrote ‘Nothing Is By Chance‘ and this poem really threw my previous notion of only writing positivity out the window, as not only did it start with four verses of questions about negative things, but I went on to speak of the elite who rule our world and have controlled and manipulated through fear. I have known of this (and many of their deeds) for about twenty years, but then chose the path of Love & Light. In this poem I told of how vast numbers are now Awakening, and of the ‘rocky days ahead’ ‘as the darks ghastly deeds all spill out.’ If you read the About This Poem part you’ll see that I never intended to write this and only shared it because of another synchronicity.

From that point onwards, more poems had this theme among them. The one that truly stands out to me now is ‘Mission Impossible To Ignore’ written on 3rd October 2019.

– “The Light is now shining so powerfully that the atrocities carried out by the dark for countless years can no longer be hidden. For the remainder of 2019 and as you enter the 2020 decade there will be many dark deeds surfacing that will shake the foundations of your planet and lives.” –

I truly believe this is what we are now going through. My dilemma over these past weeks has been whether or not to share what is NOT being shown in mainstream media. The main ‘LightWorkers’ I have listened to and read for many years (as they resonate with me) have been saying to not share, to be patient and wait, just to hold the Love and Light. So, this is what I was doing. However, through synchronicities I was led to watch/read other things, and I now feel a stronger pull to follow my own intuition and speak my truth.

Many ‘Lightworkers’ are indeed here to simply hold the Light, steadfast in giving no attention to the negativity that is outpouring worldwide, their powerful stance has/is raising the vibration of humanity and creating our New Earth. But over recent weeks I have been led to see more clearly and understand a different ‘Lightworker’ perspective. Some are here to not only hold the Light but to go into the darkness to gain a greater understanding of the dark’s plan, having more of an impact on eliminating the darkness.

It takes time to intergrate the immense emotions felt on discovering just how low so many have sunk into the depths of depravity, and then to be able to stand in your own Light of Soverignity and shine Love, Forgiveness and Gratitude to all those known, and unknown, who have played their part in the dark plan.

Not only does this bring Light to the darkness aiding those Souls who are ready to move out of the dark, but it will bring a quicker sharing to the world of what has been truly going on for such a very long time. When these depraved revelations are eventually brought into the mainstream, all of the Lightworkers who remained holding the Light of positivity – which of course is/was needed – will then need time to intergrate the shock etc.. they feel, and will not be in a position to give immediate assistance to everyone else – but they will be able to move through their emotions and regain their alignment easier and faster than the majority of those who were ‘sleeping’ will be able to intergrate and gain a higher perspective.  


Since I wrote this poem the censoring of the alternative side of the story has greatly affected what is now available to view and read online, especially on YouTube, Facebook, Twitter and Google.  Things that were abundant to find a month or so ago (empty hospitals, nurses and doctors etc.. speaking out) are now greatly reduced on the main social media sites.  However the evidence that more and more people are waking up is evident with the worldwide protests, and with noticing that many people are NOT following the ‘guidelines’ such as wearing masks etc..

Many of those censored are now placing their videos on Bitchute, Brighteon and/or their own sites. However, unfortunately the hundreds or often thousands of people who watched and commented when these videos were on YouTube (the greatest majority confirming what is being shown/said) are not available.

Update: 28th May 2020

The above has been written over the past week or so, but I hadn’t felt it was the right time to post this yet. Yesterday the whole censorship issue went up to a complete level of nonsense with the President of United States having warning labels and links added to his tweets by the Twitter censors. I have read that Donald Trump will now be signing an executive order regarding social media’s censorship.


I Am The Love
I Am The Light
I Am The Truth
I Am The Joy
I Am

Quote from poem: Two Sides To Every Story by Trina Graves - Spiritual Quotes To Live By

2020: Apex Of Duality

Right now keeping positive, as much as possible, is a priority for everyone. Being stressed suppresses the immune system, and with the revelations that are now coming forth it will be very easy to caught up in the high drama of it all. With this in mind, I have compiled a page of links to my poems that are relevant at this time:

About the pandemic
Affirmations to keep focused on God within
LightWorker poems
Wisdom for 2020
Sympathy poems for comfort 

There is also a slideshow of some of the poems with quotes from others too.